Awakening

It happened ever so gently.
I closed my eyes in prayer.
The tall bearded monk prayed,
"Fill us with your Holy Spirit."
When I opened my eyes again
I entered a different world.
Nothing has been the same ever since.

Obsessed
Driven
Captured by the love of God
I stuff the gnawing hunger.

God says to me,
"Let it out!"
But how?
My eternal dilemma